I have a function to attend this evening and, strangely, I am not in a costume filled haze of ideas and outfits. It's been a big week, an odd week for no particular reason and today I am simply not inspired to create the aesthetic I would ordinarily relish. But, I am looking forward to the evening.
A nude is required. Something comfortable with the right balance of effort free chic as tonight I shall be surrounded by people I do not know but, for the first time in my life, I actually want to suck up to. I struggle to appear interested in someone unless I am actually interested in them! I don't care how big their boat is or how full their wallets, I simply don't like it. It all seems like a giant lie.
In any event, this evening I am finally learning my lesson about sucking up. I now work in aviation, which I thoroughly enjoy, and tonight I will meet many people in interesting roles within the industry. I like aviation and sincerely want to learn more so I really do want to talk to them.
Ah, maybe I have just learnt something about myself - I seem to need to care about something to engage with it. I never cared about law firm life so the reality is I was never going to engage. Huh, interesting. This naval gazing stuff is like a mini psych session.
Suction cups at the ready.
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A nude is required. Something comfortable with the right balance of effort free chic as tonight I shall be surrounded by people I do not know but, for the first time in my life, I actually want to suck up to. I struggle to appear interested in someone unless I am actually interested in them! I don't care how big their boat is or how full their wallets, I simply don't like it. It all seems like a giant lie.
In any event, this evening I am finally learning my lesson about sucking up. I now work in aviation, which I thoroughly enjoy, and tonight I will meet many people in interesting roles within the industry. I like aviation and sincerely want to learn more so I really do want to talk to them.
Ah, maybe I have just learnt something about myself - I seem to need to care about something to engage with it. I never cared about law firm life so the reality is I was never going to engage. Huh, interesting. This naval gazing stuff is like a mini psych session.
Suction cups at the ready.
x
